i woke up thinking about you today, i rolled over and checked my phone, as if there might a text waiting for me, hoping against reason that there would be, but there wasn’t. i knew there wouldn’t be, but i can’t seem to be rid of this foolish hope that one of these days you’ll wake up and realize you made a mistake when you chose her. i keep waiting for you to love me, after all this time, after everything we’ve been through, i’m still waiting for you.
For that feeling of climbing into bed (your own or in a hotel room) after seeing your favourite band/artist in concert, still wearing your new merchandise and wrapped in that post-concert glow as you fall asleep. – Guest Submission
(Please don’t add negative comments to these posts.)
Being aware of your borderline is whack. Because you catch yourself wanting to have a fit and know its irrational and you wanna cry and beg a person not to leave but you gotta go sit down in a corner by yourself and sob until you calm down because you know it’s not healthy for the other person for you to do that. And you catch yourself wanting to have all of someone’s attention and you have to keep reminding yourself that isnt logical either. But it still hurts. You still feel an awful fucking indescribable pain. You just bear it yourself because you have no other choice.
Are you losing interest in me
Are you losing interest in me
Are you losing interest in me
Are you losing interest in me
Are you losing interest in me
Someone: Hi
A week later.
Me: Hi, sorry. I have been isolating myself.
Someone: oh, that’s ok. How are you?
Me: *goes back isolating*
doctors in the 19th century really were like maam i diagnose you with woman